Here's some books to expand your mind with. I would like to suggest reading them with an open mind. If you're steadfast in traditional beliefs, these may trouble you. For me though, they're like a breath of fresh air.
The Custodians by Delores Cannon
The Legend of Starcrash by Delores Cannon
Legacy from the Stars by Delores Cannon
Jesus and the Essenes by Delores Cannon
Conversations With Nostradamus : Volume Two - His Prophecies Explained by Delores Cannon
Conversations With Nostradamus : Volume Three - His Prophecies Explained by Delores Cannon
Keepers of the Garden by Delores Cannon
Alien Agenda : Investigating the Extraterrestrial Presence Among Us by Jim Marrs
Above Top Secret : The Worldwide U.F.O. Cover-Up by Timothy Good